nothing about this is friendly, but thanks for reminding me of what a gigantic, bothersome, idiotic turd i am. also thanks for reminding me why every online community i try to be a part of eventually alienates me. the lack of compassion and empathy on here in regards to micro-annoyances is astounding and there is so much ego invested in the way this sub is moderated sometimes that i’ve started to back away even tho i’ve only been mixing and contributing here for less than a year.

i get that the internet is not a prayer meeting, it is a jungle, and no one is obligated to be nice to anyone. but it sucks feeling like i’ve tried to do things the right way and just still manage to not fit in. maybe this is more of a personal problem than anything, and reflects my problem with accepting that i’ve made others unhappy. i take things too personally sometimes and i know that’s on me. anyway. i just wanted friends who mix because i have only 1 in real life- people to talk to who encounter the same issues, be it with recipes, supplies, or vaping in general. idk. maybe i’m in the wrong place and maybe it’s my fault.